PETERWENTZ.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Today sucked. Much more boring than I actually expected... Also much more formal than I expected. I came late for the mini-musical... So my friends thought I did not come. YEAH so anyway we had to wait for about 1 hour before the thing actually started. We screwed up... Some of us did not even have enough time to wear our life jacks. Everyone one was like... Looking at us. Can you imagine the disgrace?

Anyway after that we had to go return the equipment to Miss Ang... We kept knocking the door but no one answered so we thought no one was inside. We decided to wait outside until someone came back... Then we saw our seniors. They asked us what the hell were we doing here cause we were supposed to be at the parade square cheering. We told them that we were waiting for someone to go to the staff room. Then they told us that they have been sitting inside when they heard knocks but decided to ignore them. I was like... WHAT? So we returned the equipment then watched the ceremony from the 3rd floor.

Later I went down to find my classmates. That stupid Charmaine went to go find SUPERWOMAN so she let me alone! That stupid asshole! I will fry Charmaine alive next time. YOU crazy woman! Anyway I found Min Yee so I decided to harass her. We were being super lame by buying some lovey dovey keychain. Actually there are 2 keychains in one set. So I took one... She took one. CHEESE! Then we asked Meiyi to help us buy drinks... Miss Li told us that people were giving away free balloons. We rushed over like little childs... I know what you are thinking. 'So childish'. But do I care?

Then after that I went to go take my drink from Melissa. Then I found Charmaine! That retarded woman was walking around aimlessly. So bimbotic! She kept snatching my balloon with me! So evil right? Anyway so Charmaine suggested that we go harass CRABBS cause he was looking so pathetic standing there in the canteen. We went over to harass him about giving us food... He was like. SO BLUR! We were obviously playing with him then he took us seriously then told us if have leftovers he will give us. HAHAHA! Monday I am gonna ask him where are my leftovers.

So we started roaming the school again. Then we got bored... So we returned to the classroom. The stupid classroom was locked. I mean... Almost all classes leave the doors open. Our class is so kiasu! Charmaine somehow ran away again. Then we waited until someone with the class key came back to open the door. THEN... We went home! Charmaine was missing in action. SUPERWOMAN just called me cause she wanted to ask me where I was. They left only at 1.30pm. Charmaine is at Tiong with her cause she is gonna go to tuiton later.

So I went home myself. Then I went to the library to borrow some books. I borrowed this book cause COBWEBS as well as another one which consists of two SUPERNATURAL stories. So interesting. But the interesting thing I want to share with you is not about the books... The interesting thing is someone I THOUGHT I saw in the library. On the 3rd floor where all the teenage fiction stories are... There was this person who looked... ALMOST like Celine Ow. You know who she is? Celine Ow is the bitchiest back-stabbing slut I have ever seen. Now... Do not get me wrong. She knows that I think she is bitchy cause she herself thinks she is.

Lucky that person was not her... Or I would have strangled her on the spot. Or done something very vulgar. Anyway so I gave that person the death glare cause I THOUGHT that was her. The person looked super frightened as if she had seen ghosts. SHEESH! So I went home after that...

Today is the most stupid Saturday ever. Total waste of my precious time! Anyway I am totally addicted to the song called Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends by FALL OUT BOY! The title is so damn right. I would give champagne to my real friend while I would give real pain to my sham friends. That is all for today folks. SEEYA AT THE SHOW!

WHATSERNAME

Friday, July 28, 2006

Today... Tragedy STRUCK! The whole class seemed to be in utter chaos. I was totally lost in the midst of confusion... All the emotion. I wanted to just start screaming my lungs out... The class seems to be falling apart. Let me explain what happened from the time CRABBS stepped into the classroom.

He started being super strict... Then he was like... Staring at us with those sinister eyes. So damn freaky! Anyway he started going around inspecting on people... He scolded Hui Ping for not taking out her Maths notebook. I mean... He did not say that it was necessary to copy. Then later he scolded Vivien for not copying. I mean... Okay. I know you are in super bad mood... But also cannot go anyhow vent on other people. You wanna vent... Vent on the people that make you angry. Not the innocents.

Then it was PE with SAMAT. We were playing TOUCH RUGBY... But actually my group was playing dodgeball. So damn funny! Run run run around throwing at each other... Charmaine once hit Tania in the ass! Beautiful shot! We also tried playing monkey with it... But it got boring so we changed it to soccer. Charmaine was so afraid of the ball so we keep kicking it to her to watch her scream. Anyway so SAMAT heard about what happened to us in the morning during MATHS. He decided to give us another life-story lecture to WAKE US UP... But obviously... He failed.

When SAMAT wanted to show us the next step for TOUCH RUGBY... Some people kept talking which somehow made SAMAT super uber pissed off with all of us. He brought us out of the school on some empty road to scold us. He also wanted to split some cliques up... So retarded. They wanna be together after he leave... He also cannot stop them. This is exactly what happened to me last time at concert. My teacher forbid me to talk to Audrey... But in the end we also talk in front of her. So... Who cares?

Then after that we went back to the class for Geog. When we got there... Many people were crying. When I say many it is like... Almost 1/4 of the class. They were crying cause... I dunno? Maybe cause of CRABBS. He was being too harsh on them maybe? I dunno. I everything also dunno. That is why I say I got lost in the midst of confusion. Everyone was like... So upset. Then I was just like... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE?

So the day ended with Miss Tay trying to sort out everything. She asked us to write from our view about what happened today... Geez. I do not even know anything! I was just like... Being my cynical self. Sitting in the classroom paying attention to whatever the teachers had to say. Tomorrow is ARTS AWARENESS DAY cum SPEECH DAY. I hate it!

I have to reach the school at 7.30am! What the hell? Saturday you know! I want to sleep! They are deprived me of my SLEEP! I will hate them for this. ARGH! These people are seriously too much. They steal my Saturday from me. They freaking suck!

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I love them! I love PETERWENTZ! I wanna marry him! But the only problem is that he does not even know I exist in this world. Sad thing right? Okay people. I am gonna end my post with the lyrics of FALL OUT BOY. So... TATA!

keep quiet,
nothing comes as easy as you.
can i lay in your bed all day?
i'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake.
the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

and i keep my jealousy close,
cause it's all mine.
and if you say this makes you happy,
then i'm not the only one lying.

drink down that gin and kerosene,
and come spit on bridges with me,
just to keep us warm.
light a match to leave me be.
light a match to leave me be.

WHATSERNAME

This is another quiz which Smita wants me to do... So yeah.

1. Whats the best Nickname that you have?
- Millix! Sounds cool right?
2. You think suicide is the best way?
- Obviously it is...
3. Rate your social life from 1 - 10
- 2? I am ~~kinda~~ anti-social.
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
- PETER WENTZ.
5. You missing someone at the moment?
- No...
6. Would you die for the one you love?
- No problem. To die for my loved one is so HOUNORABLE!
7. Do you think love hurts?
- I do not LOVE. I mean except for family or friends.
8. What's the worst thing about love?
- To LOVE is tragic.
9. What's the best thing about love?
- Do I look like I know?
10. Will you wait for someone you love?
- Sure! Espically for PETER WENTZ!
11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
- Dance, Dance by FALL OUT BOY.
12. You wanna get married?
- Er... Am I expected to say YES?
13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24hrs?
- How can I ever talk to PETERWENTZ when millions of other females are chasing him?
14. Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
- Keep them close to my heart!
15. Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
- LOVE works in mysterious ways.
16. Are you sick of love?
- Yes espically from TEENAGE FEMALES. Relationships at this point of time DO NOT last.
17. Are you sick of questions of love?
- No... I find it amusing.
18. What are you going to do today-tomorrow?
- Pig out. Sleep. Wake up. Go to school. Die.
19. What do you want so badly right now?
- BANG! Shoot everyone.
20. What's the song that you last downloaded?
- Stalker by Goldfinger.
21. How much do you love music?
- More than anyone can ever imagine.
22. Do you play an instrument?
- DUH. Piano... Harmonica... Guitar... Saxaphone... RECORDER.
23. What movie did you last watched?
- POTC! Johnny Depp is so SEXY!
24. Do you believe in love forever?
- Do cynics believe that? Cause I am very cynical.
25. What's in your mind right now?
- How my food taste! So damn salty... YUCK.
26. What song is in your mind right now?
- Nobody puts baby in the corner by FALL OUT BOY.

Five people to do this quiz
Michie... Charmz... Bing... BANANA... ALEX!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

her ice green eyes are locked away,
temptation they should parade,
but always blocking the truth she holds,
is her repulsive masquerade.

cascading hair of golden brown,
heaven's light cherade,
enclosing the face of an angel -
is her dreadful masquerade.

her lips hold every curve,
life's sweetest lemonade,
ever known to man on Earth,
beneath her masquerade.

beautiful mind, one of a kind,
pure and wise it was made,
unshared with any other beings,
because of her masquerade.

I am not gonna lie anymore. I am not going to pretend to be someone I am not. I am sick of this world. I am tired of pretending. My lips are tired of smiling. My heart is tired of beating constantly. I am really very tired.

The world makes me sick. They let me down. But that is not the only problem... My family breaks my heart. Everyone thinks they understand me. They think that I am depressed just because I want attention from everyone. They always choose for me. They claim that it is for my good. My good? Look who is talking. Obviously it is for their own good... Never mine. They always say that if I have any problems or complains to tell them. But when I do... They never listen. When I complained about my sister... They only chided me for being selfish. I am selfish? I wish you people would open your eyes.

My sister has lost herself to her boyfriend. He is obviously controlling her mind. To me... My sister is already dead. Even if she were to die now... I would not cry. Even if I cried... I would be crying for my dead sister. The sister that piggy-backed me through the halls when I was young. She has become this bitch that I do not even think I know. Of all people... My sister has to become someone with qualities I hate the most.

She quarrels with me every single day. Since the last post. I realized that every time I think things are finally working out... Something just dashes my hopes. Not that anyone actually bothers to ask me if I am fine... But it would be nice. Not that I care if anyone else cares... But it would be nice to know that someone is there.

School was fine today. I was really physically tired so I fell asleep during the Australian New South Wales Maths Competition. The paper was killing my brain cells slowly. Something I would like to highlight about today... How pitiful Sebas Goh is. Everyday... The Crazy Clique will drive him insane. The most pathetic thing is that he does not even know how pitiful he is. I know that we students are the ones who suffer... Espically people like me who have no tuition. I beg you guys to just STOP. STOP! Get it? Since you have something against CRABBS then... Go deal with it personally. Do not drag other people in with you. Where is your humillity? Seriously... I am sick of people taking advantage of others in front of me. Although I do not LOVE Crabbs... I will still respect him cause he is taking his time to try to teach us. Can you just give him the simplest form of respect?

I am sick of having to tell the world how they irritate me. I am sick of people doing things to hurt other people. WHY? WHEN will you people STOP? Do you know how fucking annoyed I am? I guess you guys do not know. So I am gonna tell you right now. You wanna show your attitude? I bet houseflies have more attitude than you. The way you act annoys the shit out of me. You wanna go piss someone else off? Do it when I am not looking. Or else I will go insane again. Since you hate him so much... Go tell him straight in the face. You people are selfish. Just cause you people are super smart does not mean I am super smart as well.

I admit that I am super stupid. Are you guys satisfied now? I bet you are. I am damn damn damn damn sick. SO shut the hell up. You wanna go die? Go ahead. No one is the world has the right to stop you. I am sure God will not blame you for flushing your pathetic life down the drain.

WHATSERNAME

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

FALL OUT BOY rocks! Peter Wentz is totally HAWT! Guess what? I realized something really very stupid but kinda interesting about me. I have love 5 Peters all my life whether they are imaginary or real. Wondering who they are? Let me tell you about them slowly.

Number o1 - Peter Chiu (My dad!)
Number o2 - Peter Pan (My lover!)
Number o3 - Peter Parker (My fave superhero!)
Number o4 - Peter Pevensie (Cool guy from Chronicles of Narnia!)
Number o5 - Peter Wentz (Lyrics composer for FALL OUT BOY!)

They are all so HAWT right? Espically my dad! Haha I am just kidding. Anyway how is the new template people? I see so many people have new template so I decided to change my own. Today Crabby was super pissed at us... As he always is. His weaknesses are so obvious. He is so damn soft-hearted... Not only that he also cares to much. That is why he is always busy getting pissed off at us. Poor Crabby! My class is seriously lucky they do not have me as their teacher... Cause I would not even care whether they care.

Today I am generally in OKAY mood... Nothing much to upset me. I am seriously gonna quit canoeing... I cannot stand it anymore. I feel so disgraced when I actually have to admit that I am in canoeing. Please do not ask me why... I just feel this way. Sui Ping which is my senior... Well... She totally rocks! When I told her I wanted to quit canoeing she told me that if I wanted to quit then I should quit as fast as possible. Most seniors or even my fellow SEC 1 canoeists would bug me to stay... She is the only one who feels the way I do. She herself is not very happy with canoeing... I can tell. Every time training rolls by... I would find myself praying for it to rain or for something to happen so I would not need to go to training. Or I would mentally fall ill causing my real physical self to be ill along with my mind.

Tragedy? Yes. Some are born with tragedy in their blood... I just happen to be one of them. I have decided that I am gonna work super hard on my piano so I can do MUM&DAD proud. I am gonna get high distinction then move on to diploma for music. Do you know how much my parents spent on my music fees? Okay let me do some maths.

number of years learnt = 8 years = 96 months
fee per month = 300
total cost for 96 months = 300 X 96
= 28 8000

WOW. GEEZ! So damn freaking much! My parents would be rich if they had not given me piano lessons. All the more I should do them proud! Yeah so... Today was okay in general. Nothing bad really. But if I ever encounter any... I will tell you in the next post. Seeya guys! SLEEP WELL! Btw... Peter Wentz is sexy. Have I said that already?

WHATSERNAME

Saturday, July 22, 2006

This sucks. Everything sucks. You suck. We suck. I hate this! My stupid damn sister is being so damn bitchy after she had this boyfriend. He is so damn... WHAT THE HELL CAN I SAY? I really have nothing to say. I just so damn angry about it. She is so damn FREEKAN irritating! Can she just shut up to listen to what I have to say? He is so damn... WRONG FOR YOU. Besides... I think he only likes you cause he get to touch you all over. I wanna kill you both with my bare hands cause you two are screwing my life worse than it already is. I am sick of you hopeless romantics. Why not all of you just drop dead in front of me? I will certainly be pleased... I assure you.

Yes... My cynicism has struck again. These few days... Everything feels so wrong. Nothing is going the right way. I want to hate them all so badly... But that... I cannot do. We all are gonna die one day anyway. So... I guess I have to put up with them for about 60 more years before I drop dead. I am being super constipated today... That is why I am listening to constipated songs such as Barbie Girl by Aqua. Opened bank account today at Yew Tee... I finally have the ATM card. That only gives my mother more excuses to kill me when I lose it... Agree? Some people act so sick these few days. I am not going to mention names... But you people should know who the hell you are. You people have practical mood swings were are so annoying... They flare up everytime you wanna ask them something. Or they give you that fugly losered face of theirs. When I say this... I am not talking about my sister or my family. They are another case. The hopeless case. So let me just leave that alone to rot in the corner... While I get rid of all the other rotting cases.

I cut myself again. With what you may ask... Guess. The book shelf. Amazing? I think so too. I was finding my puzzle book when I shut the two doors with my thumb inside. Started bleeding immediately when I pulled my finger back. Wasted two plasters on it... Cause they refused to stick. Anyway Uncle Bandhi or whatever is going to USA so mum asked him to buy book for me... What the hell? You know how many times mum asked him to buy stuff for me? More than I can count... Seriously... This is getting embarrassing. I would like to end my post happily so... YUP! One piece of happy news... I can sleep early tonight! I know it is not really like... SUPER good news but I think it will have to do for today. Cause everything seems so bleak.

WHATSERNAME

Friday, July 21, 2006

I am going deaf due to the fact that people were screaming in the bus so damn loudly. Not only that... They were singing. Sorry to say that you guys do not have fantastic voices... So my little ears are totally turned off. I hate fieldtrips... Get the picture?

Today was super boring... I was counting the hours to minutes for the time to waste away. My mind is dying slowly so I cannot type much for today. We went to Peace Haven after school... Quite boring there. Damn shitty tired.

WHATSERNAME

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

High School Musical. What I have to say about it? Overrated. Every one of the female species who is around the age of 10 to 18 have been telling me that it ROCKS. So I had to see it for myself of course. I saw it around 2 months back I think... That was the first time I saw it. At first I thought that it was OK but it got more annoying after all these crazy people start telling me how much it rocks. I see the three words HSM everywhere these days... Even Chermaine aka my little cousin loves it. So many things are overrated... Like soccer players such as Cristiano Ronaldo.

Yes I know... I am being cynical again about this damn freaked world. Living here is no different from hell. Anyway THAT GUY is back... That fucking Alicia Loh had to tell me about it so I could not concentrate for the whole damn day. I would rather she keep her fucking mouth shut so I can spend the rest of my life in peace instead of counting the time I wasted on him. Why must that sucker choose to come back? Go away! LEAVE! Go back toy Australia you damned bastard. I hate the fact that I can never hate you no matter what happens... So do me the last favour. LEAVE! Even if you come crawling to me... Begging that I go with you. Do you think I will? You made breaking hearts look cool when you did it. When you would hook up with my friends... Then break their hearts just to think that I would be jealous. You are SO wrong! So what if I liked you? Or should I say... So what if I like you? You are just another line another cliche love song for the hopeless romantics. My message to you? LEAVE.

School was hell as usual. Had Science test which I predict that I will fail miserably cause GOH sucks badly at teaching. Literature was damn stupid cause Miss Chan asked us to be battery hens. Do you know what hens are? They are chickens. Chickens are another term for protitutes... Get my point? For CME we put up out skit for Peace Haven... Quite lame actually. But at least it can make people laugh. Then we went to the counseling room for the counseling session. Then we had to play this game to know each other better called the ungame game. Speaking of games... I wanna buy truth-or-dare JENGA. Anyway for English we had Comprehension test on The American Badger.

Went home with Charmaine... Bing left us half way through. Charmaine is damn evil... You people must becareful of her. She has very sadistic thoughts about killing people. I thought no one could be half as sadistic as I am... But she proved me wrong. But she can be very angelic when she wants to be... But keep your guard up. You never know when she is gonna lauch her demonic attacks on you. I went to Bugis to meet MUM today... Bought 3 Archie comics. Bought ice-cream. We also went to the National Library to find the forth book of The Hollow series... The book has not even arrived in Singapore yet. Sucks.

Anyway I think I like Peter Wentz. I used to hate him cause I thought he was just some punk... Turns out that he is pretty cool. I always have bad first impressions of the people I like. Weird? I think so too. Anyway SOME GUY is acting weird... When I say SOME GUY it means that it is not THAT GUY. You know what he said to me? Forget it... That phrase is so damn gross that I wanna puke my lungs out for the world to see. My feet hurt... My heart hurts... My head hurts. With that... I would like you leave you guys with this phrase that holds precious memories for me. Someone I once knew very well said it to me.

I can't forget your style or your cynicism; somehow it was like you were the first to listen

WHATSERNAME

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Good day humans! How has your life been? I hope that it has been pleasant for you... Cause I am going fucking nuts! My 3 pieces for my piano exams are so damn horrible-sounding. The exams are next month! The fact is that I have less than one month to perfect my pieces. I have confessions to make... I have not even learnt my damn scales! I know I told Miss Lim that I learnt them already but I totally burned out. Learning music is stressful!

Anyway I am going broke... Or should I say I am already broke? I have about 75cents in my wallet for the rest of the month. I know I simply rock so shut it. I still wanna buy the FALL OUT BOY album... From Under The Cork Tree. Gonna go to Bugis to visit my mum tomorrow... Also to find the forth book for The Hollow. Oh yeah did I mention that the day I went to get my specs I went into this bookshop? I asked them if they sold the book they said yes. Guess what? SOLD OUT! I hate this... Everything I want would either be sold out or too old or some other stupid excuses.

School sucks more everyday. Had to stay back till about 3.30pm today cause of the stupid Speech Day rehersals... They are super uber lame! Oh yeah... We also have this stupid Chinese relief teacher who happens to suck so badly at teaching Chinese. I bet I can teach better than her! Duh! HuiPing was drawing her horrible face on the cover of her plastic container. We started saying stupid things... Wanting to dare each other to ask the teacher if she had chest hair. LMFAO! I know that we are super retarded but... What can I say?

I gonna rush off to perfect my piano pieces. My mum keeps complaining about me... I am so damn sick of hearing their complaints. Anyone has toothpicks? I would gladly stab everyone to death with them. I am damn tired of this stupid world... So damn sick of it. Sometimes I wish we would all just drop dead then die on the spot... What is the exact point of living?

Anyway nice template? I love FALL OUT BOY. Their lyrics simply rock my world! Anyway remember to comment on it! Gotta go... So I can watch ADCDJ later. TATA!

WHATSERNAME